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Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Running Days Jan 3 - 12 CPR Marathon Training: Episode 1

When I last left off, I discussed what happened in the waning months of my training and what happened to me health-wise and how I was basically starting off from zero. I missed running and especially missed the social aspect of running. Running with the group at City Park Runners and my buddy Osty, just talking about this and that and basically exploring not only the destination but learning about my running compadres in the most interesting ways.

So in order to get back into running and to find that focus I so enjoy and the camaraderie, I signed up for the 2016 Marathon clinic hosted by City Park Runners and coached by coach Dan. I've been in the last 3 and they've been a great way to get in the mileage for training in the dead of winter and to also connect with a social group. The clinic is held every Tuesday for 20 weeks which is organized by our coach Dan who sets up the workouts (which are 90% speed workouts) while he encourages the clinic runners to join in the free running meet-ups on Thursday night and Saturday morning to supplement in the clinic training and to get in the much needed mileage to run a marathon or 1/2 marathon distance.

This year's training will go in nicely for either the Winnipeg Police Services 1/2 marathon or the Fargo Marathon, which seems to be the race a lot of the members will be attending as a group this year. I'm still very undecided as I've run the Fargo the last 2 years and they are great races, with the after party even better with the gang. I'll see how I feel in the next month or two before I commit as my main motivation for wanting to run the Fargo full is to prove to myself if I can come back strong doing sub-4 after a frustrating year last year, especially with the volume of training I put in.

Anyways, the first week of the clinic is always a 5km time trial. It's a great way to figure out your base. The only caveat is, you're running in sub-zero temps with layers and the footing is always very slippery but it doesn't or shouldn't stop you from doing your best. Although you can be sneaky and sandbag the run and when the spring time trial happens you give 'er and should see a huge improvement...but why would you sell yourself short like that?

One of the new things I got this year, along w/ my buddy Osty is a Stryd device . We wanted to see what this new power metric is all about and it pairs well with our Garmin devices. I can't say I know what the hell I'm doing when I look at my stats, so I'm learning to run on my feeling instead of the feedback from the Garmin and Stryd.

Wk1-Time Trial



So those are the 2 outputs from Garmin and Stryd and what's interesting to me at first glance is you can see where I was powering through and slowed down and finished strong. I think I can speak for most runners, that we always, always start off way too fast. And I knew I was running faster than intended and adjusted as I was ploughing through. The hardest part is keeping yourself in check when you're running with a group or against people, thinking you can keep up, speed up or just hang on. At the "horseshoe" part of the course is called the Formal Gardens and you can tell from the color I was starting to lose power and I remembered while in that moment how I was fighting internally to NOT quit even though that voice in my head kept nagging me how much 'easier' it would be to just slow down a bit. But I always remember that in order to get better, to get past that ceiling, you will have to dig deep and that digging is going to suck. So during the last 150m as every muscle in my body was screaming and I was trying to calm down that voice of self doubt, I squashed that ever present self-pitying dude that always wants you to quit and just powered through. I always tell myself that that pain is always temporary.

So my time trial time for 2016 was 27:15 which when I looked back at last year's 2015 time trial of 24:47...is actually not that bad considering I haven't been running as much the past 3 months and I'm really out of shape. The 27:15 hurt a lot, but this is promising as it's a good base to start off in the new year.

Wk 2 - 1Km Intervals



Week 2's training to me was an exercise in mental and physical control. We were basically doing 1km intervals where we run 1km at our 5km pace then take it down 30 secs on the way back and repeat for 30mins. It was -33C/-24F which is basically hell super frozen over 2x. It was too cold to keep an eye on my Garmin as I was more focusing on keeping myself upright and running in good form and mentally always telling myself to speed up during the 1km interval and slow down on the cool down run. Unlike last week where I was sucking wind, this week my pacing was around the 9:20/mile mark which is comfortably hard for me but during the cool down I didn't want to slouch run. I kept mindful of keeping my form erect and shoulders relaxed and that contributed to getting better and stronger as the intervals wore on. 

I don't really have any words of wisdom to end this entry. I'm just happy I'm able to run again and I'm happy doing it. The one important thing I noticed is after my run and especially during my run there is no "FEEL OFF" feeling. I haven't looked at my blood pressure the last 3 weeks and I guess I should, but for now there is none of that lethargic pain I was feeling. I'm not going to worry about my stats or worry about comparisons with other people (even though we ALL do it) I just want to be able to run well enough to be able to keep up with Dr. Phil, Paul, Lori, Ted and pretty much most of the regulars. But I know that's going to take time and right now, I have plenty of it run-wise. :)


Wednesday, January 6, 2016

A New Hope - 2016 Pilot Episode

Something happened to me late last year in my running season. I ran the Fargo marathon (4:14:30) in May and PR'd my previous by 13 minutes so that was a big plus and I ran my first 50km ultra on July 4th on a very hot and humid day.



It was in between those months where I started to see some patterns of a very big digression. I mean I wasn't hurt asides from some minor aches associated with running but I knew something was wrong. I was looking back at my training diary and I always had these two words "FEEL OFF" associated with a majority of my training runs. And even taking some time off from running and going on a nice long vacation with my girls. Whenever I headed out for a run, my whole body was just feeling like shit, my mind was at a complete loss and then my body would just start to whither...

Koreatown to Pan Pacific Park LA run in the middle of summer and I was hurting.
When I went to LA with my girls for a 2-1/2week vacation, I'd head out in the morning and run hoping to get in 10 miles but would quickly devolve into 10km and I would be hurting. As I would look back on my running logs when I was last in LA in February and running 8-10 miles would be nothing and that would be in undulating terrain. But during this trip, just running on the flats on LA streets (which there are not many) I would feel so strained early into my run hoping that the feeling would pass...but just exacerbate the farther I kept going. When we arrived back home in early August, I took the rest of the month off to just rest from the big trip and heal my body from all the aches and pains I was feeling. The pain wasn't in my legs, but more my shoulders and that would be a harbinger of things to come.

It wasn't until September 5, 2015 that something happened to me that actually sent me to the hospital and derailed the rest of my running until the new year.

"Where am I?"
On September 5, 2015 I had plans to finally head out to City Park Runners but I woke up at 4 AM with a pounding headache (migraine range 6/10). I figured I was just hungry so I ate some cereal thinking I'd feel better in a couple of hours. But come 7:30 when I'd normally be ready to leave, the headache just got worse. And by 10AM I was throwing up. I thought the milk I had with my cereal was bad (yeah I'm an idiot) and just went back to sleep. It was finally at 2PM after throwing up 3 more times I got my oldest girl to call her mother to take me to the hospital. When I went in to register they measured my blood pressure and it was at 233/135 which is listed as Hypertension Stage 3 / Hypertensive Crisis. My head was exploding and my daughter was telling me the nurse kept urging me to stay awake (as I must have passed out) and they just wheeled me into emergency bypassing registration. It was there apparently I started to scream.

I was put on blood thinners and clot busters, and after an MRI, the neurologist found a micro blister in my right vertebral artery which clotted and caused me an aneurysm. Good thing for me I had to foresight to head to the hospital (because I thought I had a migraine and a maybe a stomach flu) according to my doctor that if I waited another hour, I'd have died....so there's that.

So after going through many tests with a cardiologist, neurologist and another brain scan, blood tests...the specialists couldn't figure out what caused the blister. But I will have to take medication for the rest of my life now. So that will be something that's part of my new normal. And I wasn't allowed to run for the first two months.

It was in mid-December that I started to venture out and run, and it was actually very painful, but blissfully great. I loved the fact that I got back out there and I ran slow-ass and I hurt. But the hurt was more from being really out of running shape. I wasn't feeling 'off' this time so it was great. I got in a couple of more runs and in order to keep the flow going and ran my farthest come the new year on January 2, 2016 with the City Park Runners (CPR) group out to Misercordia Hospital, which back in the day would take me 35 minutes now took me closer to 45 minutes and the run back was longer...but what the hell...I was out there and had a great time.

Which leads me to thinking, in order to get back into running, it's best I sign up for the CPR running clinic. I was very apprehensive at first for signing up...but I'm glad I did as I learned a lot about myself. But I'll write about that in another post